well, my sister's online, but i gotta update, i just MUST. i'm in this whole artsy mood. i drew these, how you say, abstract drawings? i must show you. must say, i lova lova love them. i've never drawn something so not person-like and liked it so much. oh, and i also drew angelina jolie. tried drawing jennifer garner, didn't work, i'm afraid. anyway, as for my abstract drawings [actually i just like one of them], i think, if i can, maybe i can put it on next year's Unwanted Times issue?? yeah, xangans are the wrong people to ask, but uh. maybe i feel like scanning later.

oh, changes....

so, yesterday....cousins came over, watched movies...stayed til late....went to sleep. had me some unvirginized pina coladas. go. figure.

and today, i figured out how to see SiMS naked, without the censor things....pixelated stuff. hmm...was fun, while she danced....then got boring.

madeline lost my homework. she sucks. working on a new layout for dani, with my wonderful photoshop. [it's not there.] she updated her xanga. so you go. yeah, and today i started thinking...about walking. that's all you must know.

Currently Watching Ghost World By Thora Birch, Steve Buscemi see related

i watched ghost world. didn't understand some parts....and it would have been great if scarlett johansson could have been more of a major character. haha, funniest part was:

Dear Josh,
We came by to fuck you, but you weren't there, therefore you are gay.

uber grand day, must say. rhyming reminds me of gina, you cute thing...her poems are funny, hehe but they do have some important meanings behind them.

vent to the gap office, m'dears. haha, funny, because there's tons of uh....how you say....sex shop things there. hah. on the train, it was all very cool, although we talked about scarry stuff. sumitra didn't even want to pick us up. how AHH is that. we edited for one or twoish hours, omfg very very annoying. it was hot, and it was difficult, and it was everything related to being hot, and. and difficult.

then at twoish i went outside with the gap youth advisory board, SHYEAA. some good stuff. very funny, and we got to talk a lot about the FiESTA. Can't wait.....::smilie::...we get to facilitate all this stuff. yeah can't go into details, tiredddddddddd.

oh, i'm gonna sleepppppp. sleeeeeppppp.

we saw these tuby things that made all sorts of mystical sounds from the rainforest...mundo amusing.

oh boy, fucking....stupid door to the fucking "backyard," fucking idiotic piece of shittt, is fucking open. know what that fucking means???

yeah, today wasn't a great great day. first of all, julia made me break the vow..since she "didn't understand what i was talking about." whatever, and then everyone just kept on urging me to talk [the doctor, obviously] so i'm making up my hours on sunday.

it's so very embarrassing when your father is in the same room as you when the doctor is asking you very uh private questions. me and my sister got, how you say, fake high. because those shots made me go dizzy and headachy-whatever. so we went to the bathroom for urine samples arg. you dont need to know this, but i'll get you traumatized, it's my specialty. erm. the bathroom was all disgusting and me and my sister started complaining and whining....and crying, and laughing as well. yes, pissed all over the fucking toilet seat and uh...warm. yeah. you know what? i will shut up. then we were all delusional...when we got out of the bathroom there was a little girl and her mum. i felt so much smaller and immature than that girl.

anyways...tomorrow's gap. tomorrow's also my mother's birthday.

i have no college fund, that's some great shit.

right. hi. had a grand jolly time today. afterschool that is.

some seventh graders signed up for the day of silence today. isn't that just great. blah, whatever....they're all idiots, lemme say. wow, i have a lot to do over the weekend. me is going to the gap office again, yay! and this time with a whole bunch of people, not just rachel.

dot dot...vat else. oh yes oh yes, today was both earth day and bring your daughter [or drag son, according to mr. heine] to work day....so uh. half the class was absent, some good stuff. the math test was okayish....nancy, you lucky you, you get four points extra.

gasp. laura was about to have a nabisco product. ahhhhh. peter bought this crazy packaged cd thing....wow, it was $54. if it were mine, i'd never let anyone touch it, ever.

aherm. haha, gina and corina so can't be evil. holding the camera trying to make gina evil isn't some very good stuff. and turning the camera on and off isn't my thing, either. yes vell that's all i must say. ah, piece of shit i forgot to give something to mrs. johnson. wahhh i just figured that i'm going to not be there for the whole day of silence...why? because of stupid doctors.

oh vell. yay, day of silence tomorrow....::smilie::

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migosh...whyyy oh whyyyy do i type everything up but the stuff I NEED to type up? why oh why do i email myself every single homework assignment...but this one?? yeah, i'm getting all stupid...hah. got my sister into frappuccinos, haha. she's gonna be an addict before anyone. go me. yeah that's about it. i had something else to say you wouldn't like to know. gasp. nail...gar..wahh. hot as a hot dog, cool as a poodle, baby.
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whee. today vas great. i think that the train is still our bsge trademark, and no matter how much i hate it, i'd have loved it if we had taken our sweet arse time on it to go to see the play. we were near townsend harris today. i don't know why anymore but i hate every other school.

those little kids from 150....yes they need brains. i'm the most horrible teacher.

why am i so full of afterschool activities all the time? i dunno, i choose to do that sometimes. only thing i like is gap.

i have a new idea for a layout already. actually i have two. but then again, i have two xangas don't i. poodles and promises.

...everwood is just so very stupid. why is there nothing to watch anymore unless you've got cable? amy thinks she can go invade the ephram territory after all this time. no man, she had her damned chance, now let things happen between bright and ephram once and for all to actually satisfy the viewers [emily, mostly].